December wrote:
hi i just graduated today (studenten) and it was really nice actually. i'm swedish btw so this might sound weird. we got brunch at school (but it wasn't very good...), there was like a slideshow with music my teacher had made of us, there was speeches, we gave teachers gifts and flowers. we got our grades and like a pin and a rose, and another rose and a giftcard by some dudes idk, and people got scholarships but not me even tho i deserve it but WHATEVER. we took pictures. we ran out (utspring) and then i went to my parents who held a sign with a pic of little me when i was like 5 and they had made it theirselves and it was really cute. also my sister and brother was there. it was no flak tho, because of corona soooo. then we went home but first my dad took like 50000 pictures. then we had fika and i got presents. a golden necklace with the letter N cuz my name starts with that, and i got some monaayyy and my sister gave me a lana del rey ultraviolence vinyl and i almost cried, and i got some graduation figurines kinda idk. then we sat and talked and then we went to a restaurant and ate buffet and then we went home and my sister and i just chatted while our parents went for a walk. also i kinda drank alcohol for the first time, but it was just a cider and i sat with my sister just talking and stuff. idk if i got a bit tipsy or not but yeah so now i can check that off the list finally.
damn this kinda feels unreal...so yeah i'm kind of officially a grown up and it's freaking me out but it also feels kinda cool. it isn't totally over for me tho, cuz i failed my internship this spring cuz i got less weeks cuz i was sick and then also corona came so they had to shut down, and since i'm so shy i need more time...so i gotta do it this autumn again to get that grade and the diploma...buutttt yeeeee nice day but no partying for me tho, i'm not like that