scoff wrote:
during these 5 weeks i've managed to find an apartment, applied for jobs, gone on job interviews, reconnected with old friends, stopped suffering from never ending anxiety, gotten my periods back, quit being constantly tired and exhausted, and am going on a date tomorrow
he, on the other hand, has been high on all kinds of drugs, engaged in drunk driving, is constantly talking about me and is obsessing over me and all the bad things he wants to do to me, is spreading lies about how i tried to burn down his place and how i've been abusing him, never sleeps, locks his door with all its locks because he believes i'm outside his door spying on him, believes i'm hiding behind cars in the parking lot underneath his balcony spying on him, manages to scare off each and every woman entering his apartment, has given details about my brother's car to criminals AND is apparently planning on smashing my windows (i haven't been told why, but i suspect it has to do with the cats - he's fully aware i could put his ass in jail for numerous things while his only option is to hurt, steal or kill my cats if he wants to get to me)
i've been on the phone with the police twice today explaining my situation and my stepdad is on his way with something to put on my windows to that they won't break and if they do break, no one gets in or out through them anyway
he also apparently (the ex, that is) hangs out A LOT with some 6ft tall man who keeps loaded guns in his home and who knows where i live and what i look like
yes, my life is fucking great! how's yours?