cobain wrote:
is work really supposed to make you THIS exhausted ???
idk as soon as i get to work i just feel fucking hopeless? i can't explain it but it feels so heavy and the other day i was on the brink of tears bc i just did not have the energy to do what i was supposed to do, but i can't skip work tasks like that or prioritize because everything i have to do is something i really HAVE to do every day, all day
and when i get home i'm so tired, i sleep away my days off, i just sleep and sleep and when i'm not sleeping i'm just in bed unable to get up and do anything, more or less
in the beginning it was a bit easier when i hadn't worked like this for a longer period of time, it was still exhausting but i thought it was just that whole getting used to-period fucking w me because i realize you get tired when it's new and you're not used to working like that etc. mm no it's gotten WORSE which i'm not used to lol. at my last work i was constantly tired the first month or two but then it got better once i got into it but with this job it's like... almost unbearable
is work really supposed to make you THIS exhausted ???
idk as soon as i get to work i just feel fucking hopeless? i can't explain it but it feels so heavy and the other day i was on the brink of tears bc i just did not have the energy to do what i was supposed to do, but i can't skip work tasks like that or prioritize because everything i have to do is something i really HAVE to do every day, all day
and when i get home i'm so tired, i sleep away my days off, i just sleep and sleep and when i'm not sleeping i'm just in bed unable to get up and do anything, more or less
in the beginning it was a bit easier when i hadn't worked like this for a longer period of time, it was still exhausting but i thought it was just that whole getting used to-period fucking w me because i realize you get tired when it's new and you're not used to working like that etc. mm no it's gotten WORSE which i'm not used to lol. at my last work i was constantly tired the first month or two but then it got better once i got into it but with this job it's like... almost unbearable