Cyberia wrote:
i dont want to associate with people anymore. why is everyone so disappointing? why dont they feel empathy about others? how is even human brain working like why is everyone so different but they're still the same? i really do my best so i dont ruin the relationship between me and the people i like but they dont seem to care and give nothing. i always need to comply with them and i always help them and try to be nice when they have problems but nobody does that for me. most people are fake and its not because i havent found the right ones. but still i can feel them. i can read them. sometimes i even feel like i know others better than their own selves. and yeah that was it. maybe we really live in a simulation and everyone else is npc or just an illusion.
lastly i want to say that i have met only one real person through my whole life til now, and he literally has no personality and is so stoic, just like a robot, but he's real and i love him. ♥ (i actually think he's an AI but def not a npc)