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i wish i could quit all social media, move out, get a job, join social media again, hope that my friends still care about me, if not i try and join another community but very likely end up identifying myself as a demisexual pup/pupself kokichi kinnie or as an MGTOW involuntary celibate, in other words i think virtualpopstar is a bit more adequate than other places on the internet. if returning to vp did not work and if i were not up to becoming either of those things, i would read entrepreneur books on how to gain social skills and influence people and then become a social butterfly and live like a normal functional human being. if i took the path of remaining on the internet but not on virtualpopstar it is likely that i would be socially inept and stay single until i finally matured in my 30s or within the span of 6 months as i never stay committed to any identity for any longer than that, and if i were the MGTOW incel i would likely reconsider rejoining therapy once again as i clearly would have a fuck load of issue to work through if i ever allowed my psyche to reach such state. if i were the entrepreneur social butterfly, i would commit into a relationship and get married after 27 and hopefully convince my partner that the idea of children in this society and economy is absolutely idiotic and my partner likely would want a dog despite me also not wanting to commit to a household pet.