cobain wrote:Claire wrote:
yea this would shake me up real good. like idk you nkow murder is a real thing but it doesnt seem like a real thing that can happen to someone you know????
yes exactly
like, it's just TOO close if that makes sense. even though i haven't known him for years, it's still so fucking weird that someone i used to know, someone i used to hang out with daily, someone i was fucking in love with!!!!!!! someone i was intimate with, was murdered ??
i'm making this all about me now i know that, someone's been murdered and here i am just "memememem" but uhh never... experienced smth like this before. fuck, barely know anyone who's died except my grandpa ??
i think you have a right to Feel Ways about this. death is weird and brings up all kind of weird feels