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My heart aches and I miss you. Life can be so cruel
Date: 09-06-2021 05:16
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I am here for u!
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Date: 09-06-2021 05:17
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I am here for u!
Thank you and I hope I don't seem ungrateful because I got so happy with the hug thread but I listened to a song and it's not just a song it's a very special song and now I'm suffering the burden of thought and emotion and wow that was a long sentence
Date: 09-06-2021 05:18
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C4TH3DR4L wrote:
BunnyButts wrote:
I am here for u!
Thank you and I hope I don't seem ungrateful because I got so happy with the hug thread but I listened to a song and it's not just a song it's a very special song and now I'm suffering the burden of thought and emotion and wow that was a long sentence
not ungrateful at all !! you are completely valid in ur emotions
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Date: 09-06-2021 05:20
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Claire wrote:
BunnyButts wrote:
C4TH3DR4L wrote:
BunnyButts wrote:
I am here for u!
Thank you and I hope I don't seem ungrateful because I got so happy with the hug thread but I listened to a song and it's not just a song it's a very special song and now I'm suffering the burden of thought and emotion and wow that was a long sentence
not ungrateful at all !! you are completely valid in ur emotions
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Date: 09-06-2021 05:21
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Thank you both you're really kind <3
Date: 09-06-2021 05:22
BunnyButts
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C4TH3DR4L wrote:
Thank you both you're really kind <3
you deserve all the kindness!!
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Date: 09-06-2021 05:28
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BunnyButts wrote:
C4TH3DR4L wrote:
Thank you both you're really kind <3
you deserve all the kindness!!
So do you! :'-)
Date: 09-06-2021 05:29
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BunnyButts wrote:
C4TH3DR4L wrote:
BunnyButts wrote:
C4TH3DR4L wrote:
Thank you both you're really kind <3
you deserve all the kindness!!
So do you! :'-)
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Date: 09-06-2021 05:30
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I'm just going to do my usual rant since VP is my diary apparently it's just an outlet so I can retreat back to myself afterwards

I feel really stupid if I can be honest for still having love. Because it shouldn't be there, all it do is remind me of things. It hurts to think how I had to cut it out when he was what I wanted. But what do you do with nonreciprocal affection and when your pain isn't taken into concideration in the way it needed. I don't think I've been out of line for struggling with it so long as it was never mended or taken seriously, no apology. It hit me at my most vulnerable and by the person I adored with my whole being. I never fully felt I could trust and it added fuel to my already damaged being.

The other side of this mess is how happy he also made me. I've never had this connection to someone before. I've never laughed so much and been so excited to talk to someone, everyday just saying hello made me feel so good. Telling about my day or some dumb meme or whatever. Getting to know how his day has been and hoping he is happy and safe. I truly miss it. And if something was bad happened in my life he would comfort me. And I love just how easy our convos flowed and no matter what he wrote it would be interesting to me because it was him.

I wish he regret what he did and I don't mean that in any vengeful way. I also wish he loved me. And that he didn't make me feel that I was completely insane just because I have mental illness. And that I didn't feel ugly which he never btw have called me. He actually called me beautiful some times and it made me burst of joy. But then I think about stuff like celebs he has said look good and they happened to be everything I am not. And that he left me for someone else at some point and it makes me feel ugly ugly ugly ugly not good enough and by that also me as a person it's not just the looks because I have no clue what she looks like. But because I must be such a replacable person if it was just like ''ok I'll get in touch with you later once I'm done with this other person'' because apparantly that is my worth? You make no sense to me
Date: 09-06-2021 05:47 | Times changed: 1
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I care deeply about him and I want him to be happy
Date: 09-06-2021 05:48
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But you didn't treat me nice and you know it. You did those last 1-2 years out of all of the years but even then you never apologised to me.
Date: 09-06-2021 05:51
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I feel like I was never good enough in any way

Rant is over I'll try to sleep again.
Date: 09-06-2021 05:54
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Also I genunly love it's not just mental illness for fuck sake how dare you even think that. I'm not just a mental illness I'm a person
Date: 09-06-2021 05:55
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I send big hugs I know its hard I love you lots
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Date: 09-06-2021 05:55
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BunnyButts wrote:
I send big hugs I know its hard I love you lots
Thank you, I love you too BunnyButts!!
Date: 09-06-2021 05:56
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