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Marlene
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Marlene wrote:
do this and that or say whatever near me because im explosive af
and i cba getting mad 247 because its mentally and physically exhausting yet im the rude one when i simply have my own rules on how ppl should be around me in order to piss me off and i try to tell them that in the nicest way

but then when i get mad im a bitch or whatever the fuck iam and they just decide to piss me off even more?

?
?
i just asked u to leave becoz ure starting to upset me dont make things worse just shh or walk away


its nothing that i can control or take control over b4 someone decides to come at me for being so bossy about it 
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Date: 06-07-2021 16:38
Marlene
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Marlene wrote:
legit my 2 main rules are if ure upsetting me because its "fun" or bcoz ure having a bad day or wtv don't or walk away or just be quiet if ure stuck with me

im trying to stay positive and so on bcoz my whole day will b ruined and ill trigger myself into punching walls
klsfmeklfml
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Date: 06-07-2021 16:39
Marlene
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Marlene wrote:
idk the way i try to explain it while writing it down sounds like a normal thing and  bad behaviour when rly its not

its sm more harder 4 me than any of  these ppl ever could possibly imagine wtf
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Date: 06-07-2021 16:41
Marlene
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Marlene wrote:
idk how ill get better tbh like there will always be triggers and i cant seem to work on myself if i get triggered all d time its like i get pushed back to square 1 every time 
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Date: 06-07-2021 16:47
Marlene
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Marlene wrote:
Marlene wrote:
idk how ill get better tbh like there will always be triggers and i cant seem to work on myself if i get triggered all d time its like i get pushed back to square 1 every time 
why r ppl working against me n not with me wtf if my issues bother them sm the least thing they could do is to help me or like remind me or smthn 

try calm me down in a way that doesnt make me angry?!!!
its not that hard to figure when im boiling inside even tho its just meant to calm me down or smthn
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Date: 06-07-2021 16:48
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Rotte wrote:
Marlene wrote:
Marlene wrote:
idk how ill get better tbh like there will always be triggers and i cant seem to work on myself if i get triggered all d time its like i get pushed back to square 1 every time 
why r ppl working against me n not with me wtf if my issues bother them sm the least thing they could do is to help me or like remind me or smthn 

try calm me down in a way that doesnt make me angry?!!!
its not that hard to figure when im boiling inside even tho its just meant to calm me down or smthn
Might not be able to know how to calm you? It's pretty individual what helps on people? If you know what can calm you, have you tried communicating it too them? 
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Date: 06-07-2021 16:51
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Rotte wrote:
On another note too, if people purposely actually trigger you, that's not friendly behavior, that's being a toxic friend.
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Date: 06-07-2021 16:52
Marlene
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Marlene wrote:
Angelica wrote:
Marlene wrote:
Marlene wrote:
idk how ill get better tbh like there will always be triggers and i cant seem to work on myself if i get triggered all d time its like i get pushed back to square 1 every time 
why r ppl working against me n not with me wtf if my issues bother them sm the least thing they could do is to help me or like remind me or smthn 

try calm me down in a way that doesnt make me angry?!!!
its not that hard to figure when im boiling inside even tho its just meant to calm me down or smthn
Might not be able to know how to calm you? It's pretty individual what helps on people? If you know what can calm you, have you tried communicating it too them? 
they'd know if they'd listen because most ppl who get to see me getting triggered by the smallest things heres a example of what i usually say, " im sorry but ive a tendency to get triggered by some  things you might considered to be something so small you just couldnt care about but in my case its different and I JUST NEED A FEW MINUTES TO CALM DOWN by myself so pls do not discuss this any further " 

this is especially for ppl who dk me that well as the ones who do know me alr know about this lmfao
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Date: 06-07-2021 17:01
Marlene
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Marlene wrote:
Angelica wrote:
On another note too, if people purposely actually trigger you, that's not friendly behavior, that's being a toxic friend.
ye it is
my old classmates used to trigger me which resulted in me kicking a guy in the face lmao

my bf also triggers me on purpouse at times just because he finds it funny but that mostly results in us playing fight and then cuddling so thats 50/50
still a bit mentally exhausting but then again not 
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Date: 06-07-2021 17:03
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ouch wrote:
Get help
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Date: 06-07-2021 17:48
Marlene
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Marlene wrote:
ouch wrote:
Get help
i tried and got told they dk how 2 help me lmfao
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Date: 07-07-2021 00:24
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MissLondon wrote:
Maybe it’s the wording 
and the way you express it
but I would be that person
who doesn’t hang out with you a lot
because it comes across as
one has to always walk on eggshells 

hope you can find a way
to work it out 
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Date: 07-07-2021 00:31
Marlene
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Marlene wrote:
MissLondon wrote:
Maybe it’s the wording 
and the way you express it
but I would be that person
who doesn’t hang out with you a lot
because it comes across as
one has to always walk on eggshells 

hope you can find a way
to work it out 
i wouldnt say that a person is walking on eggshells rly when theyre with me 
i still have a lot of patience when it comes to most things but it all depends on when and what

ex. if im stressed and ure making the situation worse then ill pretty much snap 

it does take me a lot to punch some1 tbh so that im not worried at all about but ure right could be the wording
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Date: 07-07-2021 10:28
Marlene
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Marlene wrote:
ok i just had one of my moments which resulted into me banging my head into my bathroom mirror ( luckily its thicc so it didnt break ) and then my fist and i also knocked my element lmfao
even cried a lot and couldnt rly stop as i dont ever cry but when im like this because i cant cry lmfao

what triggered me this time was my dad asking me if im done doing my makeup so that i could walk the dog but he said it in a "joke" way, basically made a joke and ik wassup
tht shit made me go nuts n the results are now a natural makeup look w barely no makeup and im hungry and tired

and no i did not yell at my dad i simply replied back "no" then went into the bathroom and smashed things yes
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Date: 09-07-2021 21:09
Marlene
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Marlene wrote:
Marlene wrote:
ok i just had one of my moments which resulted into me banging my head into my bathroom mirror ( luckily its thicc so it didnt break ) and then my fist and i also knocked my element lmfao
even cried a lot and couldnt rly stop as i dont ever cry but when im like this because i cant cry lmfao

what triggered me this time was my dad asking me if im done doing my makeup so that i could walk the dog but he said it in a "joke" way, basically made a joke and ik wassup
tht shit made me go nuts n the results are now a natural makeup look w barely no makeup and im hungry and tired

and no i did not yell at my dad i simply replied back "no" then went into the bathroom and smashed things yes
fun thing is that i lowkey understand my reaction to it and i guess its because the only time i actually want to take some time for myself, to feel good about myself or like just doing something nice i got responsibilites and cant ever seem to get a break

i think im also on the verge of developing fatigue syndrome and ive been suspecting this for a while now
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Date: 09-07-2021 21:12 | Times changed: 1
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