Melody wrote:
idkkk most of the time i think my state's "neutral" bc i don't hear any thoughts and i don't feel anything. whenever my therapist asks how i'm currently feeling and how i've been feeling i have zero clue what to respond, so i just say "neutral". it's always neutral or upset
then there's these things i call "depression voice" and "anxiety voice" in my head that activate sometimes, less now than before due to my new medication. i recognize that they're not me and that they're irrational, but sometimes i feel like giving in to them y'know. they yell at me and tell me all these awful things, now they mostly echo in the back of my head at random but i try to ignore them
i tend to only get emotional over fictional characters haha, i care bout them more than i care about real life