MissLondon wrote: I used to wonder the same thing especially with one of my first terminal patients. He had liver cancer and was so jaundiced that he was neon but everyday, he cracked jokes and had a smile on his face despite his prognosis. Even tho he was dying he didn’t give up in the sense that even tho things were grim and he was in pain he was determined to still live his best life until the end.
I guess it’s acceptance that despite what you’re handed it doesn’t define how your life will be You can feel sorry for yourself or you choose to fight
Limbs wrote: it's not even about me a lot of the time, often it's about the state of the world and the future for all of us. etc. though ig the emotional reaction to that and fear and stuff is still selfish
i just need to like be ok with the impending dystopia and stuff. like i think some people do find it fun or exciting or just neutral cuz they wanna see how it all goes down. but i'm not sure how you combine not giving a fuck and still caring about things enough to make an effort
autism wrote: I stopped reading news a year ago to lessen my hopelesness about world and whenever I feel hopeless about myself I read a to do list from january where I've listed to take the trash out, take care of myself, and take the bottless out. It reminds me of how much progress I've made and makes me wonder how much progress I'll make during the next six months.
Miguel wrote: if everything has 2 go 2 hell then so be it, idc anymore do as much as u want, b willing to forgive, b willing to apologize n learn, n just keep goingÂ