Alam wrote:uhyre wrote:
every day i grow more convinced im not gonna last the winter without smoking again but then my mom calls me and is like hey btw dont smoke again remember ur dad JUST had throat cancer so DONT
so now im convinced im gonna start smoking again AND disappoint my mom by getting cancer
I think that's my problem. I don't fear mortality or cancer, I only fear inconvenience and being addicted to nicotine is inconvenient.Â