bee wrote:
last night i danced with the guy i have had more or less of a crush on for more than three years and we havent seen each other in maybe three years actually only kept contact through text but last night we both ended up at the same night club and it was super nice to see him again and i held his hand when going through all the many people and he had his hand around my waist so i would fall and he complimented me and we talked a lot too and when we said goodbye at 3am we hugged and he lifted me off the ground and i laughed and he gave me his bracelet and asked me to throw it out or keep it and i told him i would throw it out but actually i kept it like i wouldnt say im in love with him i cant be in love with people rn but im definitely crushing hard and its terrible and im terrible and he is terrible and everything is terrible bc he fucking has a
girlfriend
goodbye