cobain wrote:
how do i deal w becoming a completely different person when i drink?????? lol
or no i don't become a different person, i just let loose idk
bc we have a work party coming up
at work i'm like not the center of attention, can be a bit quiet w my coworkers (depending on who it is), very controlled and just. in my work mode lol
when i get drunk i'm the center of attention, dancing on tables, talk to everyone and everything about ANYTHING that pops up in my head, screaming and laughing and just being annoingly drunk. prefereably overshare and preferably fuck or at the very least make out w someone i shouldn't
how do i handle that contrast???? bc i will feel like i'm making a fool out of myself, which i am, so going to work after that will feel crucifying
how do i deal w becoming a completely different person when i drink?????? lol
or no i don't become a different person, i just let loose idk
bc we have a work party coming up
at work i'm like not the center of attention, can be a bit quiet w my coworkers (depending on who it is), very controlled and just. in my work mode lol
when i get drunk i'm the center of attention, dancing on tables, talk to everyone and everything about ANYTHING that pops up in my head, screaming and laughing and just being annoingly drunk. prefereably overshare and preferably fuck or at the very least make out w someone i shouldn't
how do i handle that contrast???? bc i will feel like i'm making a fool out of myself, which i am, so going to work after that will feel crucifying