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Keres wrote:
a little backup story before i'll tell about yesterday:
my bestfriend got a boyfriend about 6 months ago, he's very obsessive of her and doesn't let her do any stuff without his permission. he has tried to turn my bestfriend against me many times because he doesn't trust me and i think he may be jealous about our friendship. i've always had some kind of instict to protect her, she's like a little sister to me. but she's also blinded by this love bubble she's in. that's why she has changed a lot, started to question me about everything and always believing her boyfriends sayings about me. she attacks me without asking me about my side of the story. her boyfriend always changes the things i say into something way different, trying to make me look bad. once he asked me why did she go to another room all by herself, is she mad at me and i said that maybe she needs some alone time. well next day i get a message from my friend asking why did i say to him that she was hitting other guys in that room and i was like what do you mean?? i haven't said anything like that, why would i? there's lot of stuff that he does and it's really toxic and i've tried to talk to her about it. sometimes she understands, sometimes not and sometimes shes the one who tells me that she can't handle all this toxicity.
well yesterday her boyfriend invited my bestfriend, me and my friend to a hotel, we had some drinks and it was okay. there were also three of his friends. my bestfriend and her boyfriend had to leave so me and my other friend stayed with those three guys. one of them didn't like me at all, he didn't have any good reason for that but he just had so much hate towards me. this other guy was very interested in me and we talked a lot and then he asked me why i don't like my bestfriends boyfriend. i explained that he doesn't let her live her own life and in the beginning of that sentence i said that this is only my opinion, you don't have to agree with me it's okay. and that he always tries to make her go against me. well this time his friend, this guy who had lot of hate towards me helped him do this. he sended to her boyfriend messages about our conversation kind of like she said this and this about you and your relationship and those things he said wasn't my sayings at all. he changed them to make me look bad. also he said that i slept with this guy who i was talking to even tho i didn't and i wouldn't and that he wants to hurt me in different ways. oh and also i'm a manipulative and twisted bitch. like you don't even know me and you say things like this?? and my friend who was in the hotel with me heard everything i said so she also knew all of this stuff he said was bullshit.
i found out about this when i was leaving the hotel to go to home. my bestfriend sent me pictures of this conversation where he said so many terrible things about me which i don't bother to tell here since they were horrifying and also that other stuff i already explained. and she was like i know you slept with him (the other guy i talked to) and that i know everything you said, don't even try to lie. and i started to cry, i had a full on panick attack because shes very important to me and i didn't say the things she thought i said. i called her, tried to explain but she didn't listen to me, my other friend also tried to talk to her but she just ended the call. she has already picked her side not giving me a single chance to explain how things really went.
well anyway i saved the pics of that conversation because in those messages he threatened to do things to end me and so i did a criminal report about that because they were illegal threats. and he does deserve that after all he did to mess up my friendship. also the things he threatened to do to me in those messages were brutal, he doesn't even know me and he says so terrible things about me.
i'm exhausted, that relationship makes me so miserable and it's not even mine relationship. it's so tiring to always have to explain over and over again that i didn't to this stuff and i'm not the bad guy, i'm slowly starting to give up. and this time she really doesn't believe me, shes full of anger towards me because her boyfriend and his friend poisoned her thoughts about me. and i don't wanna lose her but this just isn't fair to me.
a little backup story before i'll tell about yesterday:
my bestfriend got a boyfriend about 6 months ago, he's very obsessive of her and doesn't let her do any stuff without his permission. he has tried to turn my bestfriend against me many times because he doesn't trust me and i think he may be jealous about our friendship. i've always had some kind of instict to protect her, she's like a little sister to me. but she's also blinded by this love bubble she's in. that's why she has changed a lot, started to question me about everything and always believing her boyfriends sayings about me. she attacks me without asking me about my side of the story. her boyfriend always changes the things i say into something way different, trying to make me look bad. once he asked me why did she go to another room all by herself, is she mad at me and i said that maybe she needs some alone time. well next day i get a message from my friend asking why did i say to him that she was hitting other guys in that room and i was like what do you mean?? i haven't said anything like that, why would i? there's lot of stuff that he does and it's really toxic and i've tried to talk to her about it. sometimes she understands, sometimes not and sometimes shes the one who tells me that she can't handle all this toxicity.
well yesterday her boyfriend invited my bestfriend, me and my friend to a hotel, we had some drinks and it was okay. there were also three of his friends. my bestfriend and her boyfriend had to leave so me and my other friend stayed with those three guys. one of them didn't like me at all, he didn't have any good reason for that but he just had so much hate towards me. this other guy was very interested in me and we talked a lot and then he asked me why i don't like my bestfriends boyfriend. i explained that he doesn't let her live her own life and in the beginning of that sentence i said that this is only my opinion, you don't have to agree with me it's okay. and that he always tries to make her go against me. well this time his friend, this guy who had lot of hate towards me helped him do this. he sended to her boyfriend messages about our conversation kind of like she said this and this about you and your relationship and those things he said wasn't my sayings at all. he changed them to make me look bad. also he said that i slept with this guy who i was talking to even tho i didn't and i wouldn't and that he wants to hurt me in different ways. oh and also i'm a manipulative and twisted bitch. like you don't even know me and you say things like this?? and my friend who was in the hotel with me heard everything i said so she also knew all of this stuff he said was bullshit.
i found out about this when i was leaving the hotel to go to home. my bestfriend sent me pictures of this conversation where he said so many terrible things about me which i don't bother to tell here since they were horrifying and also that other stuff i already explained. and she was like i know you slept with him (the other guy i talked to) and that i know everything you said, don't even try to lie. and i started to cry, i had a full on panick attack because shes very important to me and i didn't say the things she thought i said. i called her, tried to explain but she didn't listen to me, my other friend also tried to talk to her but she just ended the call. she has already picked her side not giving me a single chance to explain how things really went.
well anyway i saved the pics of that conversation because in those messages he threatened to do things to end me and so i did a criminal report about that because they were illegal threats. and he does deserve that after all he did to mess up my friendship. also the things he threatened to do to me in those messages were brutal, he doesn't even know me and he says so terrible things about me.
i'm exhausted, that relationship makes me so miserable and it's not even mine relationship. it's so tiring to always have to explain over and over again that i didn't to this stuff and i'm not the bad guy, i'm slowly starting to give up. and this time she really doesn't believe me, shes full of anger towards me because her boyfriend and his friend poisoned her thoughts about me. and i don't wanna lose her but this just isn't fair to me.
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