kagura wrote:
i'm more than happy that i'm not with my ex anymore, i know reasons why we had to break up, when i do something he's not the first person i wanna tell about that, i don't miss him when i'm sad and alone. he was my soulmate once and in ways still is, but i guess when realised that he actually kept me from being happy was when i got over him.
but i feel bad for being happy without him. i know he's not doing well (which is not my problem, i never wanted to break up with him), he's not happy and i can't help him. i would still do anything to help him, but i can't and it's killing me inside. so i don't know how and when you are supposed to get over that feeling