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kagura wrote:
huh. so i've change to go to tanzania this summer for this dancing camp thing
money is not the problem, this is affordable for me and it's great opportunity
but i don't know if can do this. i'm gonna hate myself if i don't go just because of anxiety but also
i don't know how much i would enjoy myself there

i'm not fan of hot climate. and i assume it's gonna be very freaking hot in tanzania in middle of the summer. i feel like dying when it's 20 celcius in finland. so it's gonna be physically challening to even be there, besides that almost daily dancing exercising.. i'm gonna die
sleeping? yeah i'm not gonna sleep if it's too hot. i'm not gonna sleep if there's strangers in same room with me. i'm not gonna sleep without my weighted blanked. i'm not gonna sleep because we are too close to the ocean shore and who knows when tsunami is gonna come and kill us. i just have insomnia and i can't sleep if i'm not 100% comfortable. so it's gonna be like 1-3 sleepless nights, then i'm dead tired and i'll sleep for 16 hours. then same thing happens again.
i'm not close with anyone in out dance group and i'm not very social person. i would have to be in strange environment with people i hardly know, speaking mostly foreign language. aka my worst nightmare.
beside this all... i'm terriyed of venomous spiders and mosquitoes, and possible other insects. i fucking love spiders, but please god no i don't wanna see venomous spider walking in a room when i sleep or wake up having one on my face.
so conculsion = i wouldn't have a moment of peace in there

but then again? i've always wanted to travel to africa for whatever reason and not everyone can even have this kind of opportunity! like locals teaching us dancing and their culture etc. it's just amazing
plus who knows when it's too late to travel anywhere anymore because climate change and god knows what

Pavlov
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Pavlov wrote:
it really does sound like you dont want to go

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kagura wrote:
oh right, i also don't want to flight there. for enviroment reasons, but also because i'm horriyed of planes. i know it's actually considered very safe but you never know

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kagura wrote:

Pavlov wrote:
it really does sound like you dont want to go

i really want to, i just have anxiety and i'm overthinking everything so i'm ruining everything from myself

Pavlov
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Pavlov wrote:

kagura wrote:

Pavlov wrote:
it really does sound like you dont want to go

i really want to, i just have anxiety and i'm overthinking everything so i'm ruining everything from myself

these are all valid reasons not to go though

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kagura wrote:

Pavlov wrote:

kagura wrote:

Pavlov wrote:
it really does sound like you dont want to go

i really want to, i just have anxiety and i'm overthinking everything so i'm ruining everything from myself

these are all valid reasons not to go though

ok for me valid reason not to go somewhere is something like you don't have money or there's an actual danger in there. not that you have to speak english to people or you're afraid of spiders
well, bet we have new covid variation again in summer and it's not possible to travel anyway

MissLondon
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MissLondon wrote:
It sounds as if you’re setting yourself up
for a bad experience without even attempting.
if it’s not to your liking, can you leave?

I don’t like to regret anything
or wonder “what if?”
so I would go for it

good luck with whatever
you decide!

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kagura wrote:

MissLondon wrote:
It sounds as if you’re setting yourself up
for a bad experience without even attempting.
if it’s not to your liking, can you leave?

I don’t like to regret anything
or wonder “what if?”
so I would go for it

good luck with whatever
you decide!

yes i know
of course it won't be totally impossible to leave in middle of the camp, but it's pretty far away from home, so it's gonna costs extra flying tickets and so on

MissLondon
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MissLondon wrote:

kagura wrote:

MissLondon wrote:
It sounds as if you’re setting yourself up
for a bad experience without even attempting.
if it’s not to your liking, can you leave?

I don’t like to regret anything
or wonder “what if?”
so I would go for it

good luck with whatever
you decide!

yes i know
of course it won't be totally impossible to leave in middle of the camp, but it's pretty far away from home, so it's gonna costs extra flying tickets and so on

How long would you be there?

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kagura wrote:

MissLondon wrote:

kagura wrote:

MissLondon wrote:
It sounds as if you’re setting yourself up
for a bad experience without even attempting.
if it’s not to your liking, can you leave?

I don’t like to regret anything
or wonder “what if?”
so I would go for it

good luck with whatever
you decide!

yes i know
of course it won't be totally impossible to leave in middle of the camp, but it's pretty far away from home, so it's gonna costs extra flying tickets and so on

How long would you be there?

2 weeks. it's also one reason why consider this so much, if it were just a week i would have already sign up
but again who knows, maybe i get used to hot climate fast and mayeb i relax and maybe it won't be so bad and time is just gonna fly

MissLondon
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MissLondon wrote:

kagura wrote:

MissLondon wrote:

kagura wrote:
yes i know
of course it won't be totally impossible to leave in middle of the camp, but it's pretty far away from home, so it's gonna costs extra flying tickets and so on

How long would you be there?

2 weeks. it's also one reason why consider this so much, if it were just a week i would have already sign up
but again who knows, maybe i get used to hot climate fast and mayeb i relax and maybe it won't be so bad and time is just gonna fly

I can definitely relate on the climate
I live in Florida and weather here
can be hot as hell.
Do the facilities have ac?
Are you dancing/training outside?

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kagura wrote:

MissLondon wrote:

kagura wrote:

MissLondon wrote:
How long would you be there?

2 weeks. it's also one reason why consider this so much, if it were just a week i would have already sign up
but again who knows, maybe i get used to hot climate fast and mayeb i relax and maybe it won't be so bad and time is just gonna fly

I can definitely relate on the climate
I live in Florida and weather here
can be hot as hell.
Do the facilities have ac?
Are you dancing/training outside?

i have no idea of that kind of details yet. i need to ask more about our lodging place anyway

MissLondon
World famous

MissLondon wrote:

kagura wrote:

MissLondon wrote:

kagura wrote:
2 weeks. it's also one reason why consider this so much, if it were just a week i would have already sign up
but again who knows, maybe i get used to hot climate fast and mayeb i relax and maybe it won't be so bad and time is just gonna fly

I can definitely relate on the climate
I live in Florida and weather here
can be hot as hell.
Do the facilities have ac?
Are you dancing/training outside?

i have no idea of that kind of details yet. i need to ask more about our lodging place anyway

If dance is your passion
and it’s your dream to experience the culture
I hope that you’re able to do it
even if you only stay there for a week/few days
at least you tried
and that’s better than doing
nothing at all❤️