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im really really tired of this
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bee wrote:
my dad is so drunk rn he cant even walk straight. the entire downstairs stinks of booze. im so tired of this being every single night. and at day he is oh so tired cant do nothing but sit and watch tv till late night when he can start drinking again. i hate him so much. i honestly hate him so fucking much i cant even breathe when he walks by or say a single word to him unless he say something first. this is gonna sound so gruesome but i wish the cancer had taken his life. that is the truth. i wished it from the very moment i was told about it. instead he had an easy operation and i was all over in a few months. i truly believe things would be better if he wasnt here, not just for me but for my mother too. i cant imagine what it must be like for her to live with this horrible person as her partner for so many years. ive noticed she is becoming more like the way i am too in front of him. barely talks to him and reply with short sentences or one words. getting tense when he enter the room. things like that. i think my mom has a deep trauma inside of her. and i dont think she knows that she can be helped, that her kids are adults and she can escape this world she is trapped in. i wish i could tell her to just leave. leave everything behind and start living for herself. i want to cry and scream and break everything but i cant do that so thats why im writing this here i just need someone to know this is how i feel all the fucking time
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Date: 28-04-2022 02:27
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bee wrote:
goodnight wonderful people
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Date: 28-04-2022 02:43
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HappyDoer wrote:
I'm sorry Bee
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Date: 28-04-2022 07:09
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Evey wrote:
i have a similar experience but a bit more regulated (my father has had a full time job most of the time and is a high functioning alcoholic probably). i don't even know if he has a huuge problem (he does have a problem tho) but you really notice it because his behavior changes GRAVELY from drinking just 1 beer (and he drinks whenever he has the chance so, every weekend and whenever the opportunity presents itself in the weekdays). i know the sorrow of living with someone like that who is also supposed to be a father (mine has very manipulative behaviors whenever he is given the chance - which he is everyday when he has a daughter who is a minor at home). i don't live there anymore tho, and i'm 23 atm. my mother is still with him, she's stuck. i feel sorrow for her too, just like you do about your own mom.

whatever. to the point.
1. you're not alone. which is both sad but also comforting probably.
2. you'll get out of there one day. then you'll have to work through the damage he has done, but you'll be free in a way which is worth so much
3. the best thing you can do for your mom is to keep having a relationship with her that means something, and get a life that's better than hers in regards of relationships. may it be by being alone or to be with someone better. to have the courage to leave when you have to. etc. your mom will be happy for you, and you'll be ok

and im sorry we share the experience
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Date: 28-04-2022 08:38
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Asmi wrote:
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Solar wrote:
i'm sorry ): 
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Date: 28-04-2022 11:19
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bee wrote:
Evey wrote:
i have a similar experience but a bit more regulated (my father has had a full time job most of the time and is a high functioning alcoholic probably). i don't even know if he has a huuge problem (he does have a problem tho) but you really notice it because his behavior changes GRAVELY from drinking just 1 beer (and he drinks whenever he has the chance so, every weekend and whenever the opportunity presents itself in the weekdays). i know the sorrow of living with someone like that who is also supposed to be a father (mine has very manipulative behaviors whenever he is given the chance - which he is everyday when he has a daughter who is a minor at home). i don't live there anymore tho, and i'm 23 atm. my mother is still with him, she's stuck. i feel sorrow for her too, just like you do about your own mom.

whatever. to the point.
1. you're not alone. which is both sad but also comforting probably.
2. you'll get out of there one day. then you'll have to work through the damage he has done, but you'll be free in a way which is worth so much
3. the best thing you can do for your mom is to keep having a relationship with her that means something, and get a life that's better than hers in regards of relationships. may it be by being alone or to be with someone better. to have the courage to leave when you have to. etc. your mom will be happy for you, and you'll be ok

and im sorry we share the experience
thank you for your words i truly appreciate them
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Date: 28-04-2022 15:07
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