bee wrote:
hello hestenettet help me out once again
i spend an entire week with a friend at a festival earlier this summer
we had a blast and it was so nice seeing him again bc its been a long time
he went home a day before me and i was pretty drunk when he was leaving so i didnt get to say a proper goodbye. which was sad cus i had so much to say to him. like i was just really glad to see him again, and i wouldnt have gone if it wasnt for him so i wanted to thank him too
earlier that day we also had like a really deep talk and stuff you know *connecting*
next day when i was sober i was gonna text him and say all that and thats then i realized he had blocked me on everything. i really have no clue why and if nothing else i just want that answer why
but other than that im really sad about it and hurt. hes my dearest friend, or the friend ive cared most about in my entire life
we have always had times with no contact, mainly bc both our mental healths fucked things over. but i really thought we were more grown now, new times you know
im sad,,, i wanna be friends again, i need friends rn, the good onesĀ
so im trying to decide if i wanna spend my energy trying to contact him. i feel like the outcome will make me sad, he blocked me so like he probably dont wanna be bffs atm lmao. its bothering me so much, i keep thinking about it, i have know idea what happened or what i did. its frustrating and absolutely a pattern that keeps repeating in my life and it makes me wanna throw stuff and im not a violent person
ok i will stop now. i really tried to make this short omg
do i contact my friend who blocked me yes or no
hello hestenettet help me out once again
i spend an entire week with a friend at a festival earlier this summer
we had a blast and it was so nice seeing him again bc its been a long time
he went home a day before me and i was pretty drunk when he was leaving so i didnt get to say a proper goodbye. which was sad cus i had so much to say to him. like i was just really glad to see him again, and i wouldnt have gone if it wasnt for him so i wanted to thank him too
earlier that day we also had like a really deep talk and stuff you know *connecting*
next day when i was sober i was gonna text him and say all that and thats then i realized he had blocked me on everything. i really have no clue why and if nothing else i just want that answer why
but other than that im really sad about it and hurt. hes my dearest friend, or the friend ive cared most about in my entire life
we have always had times with no contact, mainly bc both our mental healths fucked things over. but i really thought we were more grown now, new times you know
im sad,,, i wanna be friends again, i need friends rn, the good onesĀ
so im trying to decide if i wanna spend my energy trying to contact him. i feel like the outcome will make me sad, he blocked me so like he probably dont wanna be bffs atm lmao. its bothering me so much, i keep thinking about it, i have know idea what happened or what i did. its frustrating and absolutely a pattern that keeps repeating in my life and it makes me wanna throw stuff and im not a violent person
ok i will stop now. i really tried to make this short omg
do i contact my friend who blocked me yes or no