ouch wrote: Make elbaorate plans for my future, usually some spesific goals, plans on either making my life perfect or ruining my life on purpose, but then I forget after like 5 minutes or a week or smth and nothing ever happens and all is just bad
ouch wrote: I just lose motivation cus I think it will take too long its never gonnq happen, but if I just started when I firt thought abt it, I would be way past my goals at this time