Bloodflowers wrote:
I just can't help but think all the time what if it was a girl instead and idk guess I'm too gay for a hetero relationship.
It just sucks because I do want to be friends but I don't feel like that's going to be possible.
He keeps talking about me as his girlfriend and jokes about marriage and I just sit there thinking this is wrong I don't want this but I really do enjoy his company and we talk for hours on the phone but I feel like from his side this is only a relationship and not a friendship as well.
Hate this. Don't want to be the bad guy but I'm the bad guy no matter what decision I make.
I just can't help but think all the time what if it was a girl instead and idk guess I'm too gay for a hetero relationship.
It just sucks because I do want to be friends but I don't feel like that's going to be possible.
He keeps talking about me as his girlfriend and jokes about marriage and I just sit there thinking this is wrong I don't want this but I really do enjoy his company and we talk for hours on the phone but I feel like from his side this is only a relationship and not a friendship as well.
Hate this. Don't want to be the bad guy but I'm the bad guy no matter what decision I make.



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