bee wrote:
since i was last occupied with something
more than two years ive spend doing nothing, wasting my life, rotting at home, loosing the little contact to friends i still had
but tomorrow i will start something new
three times a week i will attend a group with other people more or less like myself, learn about useful stuff and talk and be active and creative and be a part of something
its not much but its a slow an easy start which is exactly what i need
and they will eventually help me take the next step in life
right now i feel like i dont wanna go but i know thats just my anxiety telling me it would be so much easier to just stay home and rot. i dont listen to her anymore though
i wanted to share cus im kinda excited to get somewhat of a life again but now that im typing it out i feel kinda embarrassed : s
since i was last occupied with something
more than two years ive spend doing nothing, wasting my life, rotting at home, loosing the little contact to friends i still had
but tomorrow i will start something new
three times a week i will attend a group with other people more or less like myself, learn about useful stuff and talk and be active and creative and be a part of something
its not much but its a slow an easy start which is exactly what i need
and they will eventually help me take the next step in life
right now i feel like i dont wanna go but i know thats just my anxiety telling me it would be so much easier to just stay home and rot. i dont listen to her anymore though
i wanted to share cus im kinda excited to get somewhat of a life again but now that im typing it out i feel kinda embarrassed : s