cobain wrote:
So. We got our grades today in school. We're just 2 students lol. We had a meeting all together, then individual meetings with our teacher then a meeting together again.
When I came back after their meeting the first thing they said to me was "this is not criticism Sofie". Then they started talking about that I'm quiet and in the background and how that affects the both of them. Etc. And like went in on me.
Like I have talked to the teacher several times bc she always gives me small remarks on how quiet I am and it annoys the fuck out of me. I have told her that in school settings I AM quiet and quite laid back and have always been, but at a workplace it's different. Sure I'm shy and whatnot but it's absolutely not the same. And she keeps doubting my abilities and I can sense she's like very hesitant over me as a person because I'm shy. I've had jobs before, and there has never been an issue because I'm shy. That's just my personality, how I am as a person.
The fact that they talked about me basically behind my back when they were supposed to talk about my classmates grades really upset me. And how they were like "this is not criticism". That's like saying "I'm not racist, but..." followed by something racist.
And they are both old enough to be my mom. That's also a thing that bothers me. They have work experience equally as long as I have existed on this planet, even more, which naturally makes them more comfortable and sure of themselves and their abilities. How we're they in their 20s?? I understand that not everyone is shy and I'm not saying they were shy in their 20s, but do you know what I mean? How sure of themselves and their abilities were they when they were my age, huh?
Like just... talking about me like I'm some fucking inconvenience for them and this education. Kick me the fuck out then if its so fucking annoying that I am the way I am. Lol.
This pissed me the FUCK off
So. We got our grades today in school. We're just 2 students lol. We had a meeting all together, then individual meetings with our teacher then a meeting together again.
When I came back after their meeting the first thing they said to me was "this is not criticism Sofie". Then they started talking about that I'm quiet and in the background and how that affects the both of them. Etc. And like went in on me.
Like I have talked to the teacher several times bc she always gives me small remarks on how quiet I am and it annoys the fuck out of me. I have told her that in school settings I AM quiet and quite laid back and have always been, but at a workplace it's different. Sure I'm shy and whatnot but it's absolutely not the same. And she keeps doubting my abilities and I can sense she's like very hesitant over me as a person because I'm shy. I've had jobs before, and there has never been an issue because I'm shy. That's just my personality, how I am as a person.
The fact that they talked about me basically behind my back when they were supposed to talk about my classmates grades really upset me. And how they were like "this is not criticism". That's like saying "I'm not racist, but..." followed by something racist.
And they are both old enough to be my mom. That's also a thing that bothers me. They have work experience equally as long as I have existed on this planet, even more, which naturally makes them more comfortable and sure of themselves and their abilities. How we're they in their 20s?? I understand that not everyone is shy and I'm not saying they were shy in their 20s, but do you know what I mean? How sure of themselves and their abilities were they when they were my age, huh?
Like just... talking about me like I'm some fucking inconvenience for them and this education. Kick me the fuck out then if its so fucking annoying that I am the way I am. Lol.
This pissed me the FUCK off