Moshroom wrote:
I love to talk about this, so sorry in advance X) For me it's Monster High and Attack on Titan.
I discovered Monster High when I was a kid, and I think that's the earliest form of hyper-fixation I can remember. I knew so many medias related to it, so many ghouls, including the ones that exists only in special episode like Jane Boolittle or Gooliope Jellington (proud to still have the dolls !). I so religiously collect every accessories and diary included in the doll box that I refuse to buy ones in the second hand that don't include everything. I ended up giving it up when bullying was becoming too intense and I got convinced that continuing to "act childish" was the reason to it (note, I was only around 10yo-). I was devastated when the time I was finally able to make peace with it and appreciate Monster High without fear was not long after the gen 1 was permanently removed from toy stores. And when the gen 3 arrived, well... I hated it so much. I could go for literal pages about everything that's wrong with it but to make it short, they completely destroy the important and meaningful parts of the legacy just to appeal to parents, and threw a bunch of random performative representation just to say "see the gay autistic folks ? We made something for you !".
As for Attack on Titan, I discovered it via some of my very first friends when I was pre-teen (who also introduced me to creepypastas, but we're not talking about that X) ). The season 2 was out since not that long at that time, it was my introduction to the more mature world of mangas and animes and I LOVED IT. I obsessed over one character in particular, Hanji Zoe, because I was told to watch the anime after someone said that I looked like them. And they were right, I even had the exact same haircut at that time. As I grew up and lived trough lots of bad experiences, I ended up noticing that I was developping and maturing at the same time as Hanji was developping and maturing in real time by Isayama, via scan releases of chapters. And some of the most gut wrenching ones were published when I was at my lowest. Because of that, I forbid myself to finish the manga X) I only have one chapter left to read, and I'll read it once my life get better. Until then, the story won't truly be over for me, and I won't have to spend new weeks sobbing in my bed-