Sylvan wrote:
rn because I need to make a tread but can't and I'm already crying
My cat was puking on monday now she's better but on close inspection I detected a small hard mass between her shoulder blades and according to all the pet websites it's something really bad. Like I read up on every possible option and the symptoms and the chances of it being something not bad are much much smaller
We have an appointment with the vet tomorrow and I don't wanna know but I need to know. I feel fucking helpless because the diagnosis and check up alone will cost around 250€ and potential surgery will cost a lot more and she would probably need chemo and there is absolutely no way I could afford that and she deserves the best possible treatment but I can't give her that
Even with that she probably doesn't have more than one or two years and I'm just not ready for all of that
Last week my aunt died and the week before that my uncle died and now my cat is sick and everyone in my family is struggling with mental health issues and I just can't take it anymore
rn because I need to make a tread but can't and I'm already crying
My cat was puking on monday now she's better but on close inspection I detected a small hard mass between her shoulder blades and according to all the pet websites it's something really bad. Like I read up on every possible option and the symptoms and the chances of it being something not bad are much much smaller
We have an appointment with the vet tomorrow and I don't wanna know but I need to know. I feel fucking helpless because the diagnosis and check up alone will cost around 250€ and potential surgery will cost a lot more and she would probably need chemo and there is absolutely no way I could afford that and she deserves the best possible treatment but I can't give her that

Even with that she probably doesn't have more than one or two years and I'm just not ready for all of that
Last week my aunt died and the week before that my uncle died and now my cat is sick and everyone in my family is struggling with mental health issues and I just can't take it anymore