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MissLondon
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MissLondon wrote:

nesta wrote:

MissLondon wrote:
Yeah, it happens
welcome to adulthood, the worst hood you’ll ever live in

I hate it London. Adulthood so far has been a consistently dissapointing

I wish I could say it gets better
but it’s like death, you eventually figure out to adjust
my last “ vacay” was a “working vacation” ugh

Nesta
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nesta wrote:

MissLondon wrote:

nesta wrote:

MissLondon wrote:
Yeah, it happens
welcome to adulthood, the worst hood you’ll ever live in

I hate it London. Adulthood so far has been a consistently dissapointing

I wish I could say it gets better
but it’s like death, you eventually figure out to adjust
my last “ vacay” was a “working vacation” ugh

i wish you could say that too, even if everyone is telling me its not

that sounds very ugh but i hope it was as nice as it could be. and i hope u get vacay again soon

MissLondon
World Famous

MissLondon wrote:

nesta wrote:

MissLondon wrote:

nesta wrote:
I hate it London. Adulthood so far has been a consistently dissapointing

I wish I could say it gets better
but it’s like death, you eventually figure out to adjust
my last “ vacay” was a “working vacation” ugh

i wish you could say that too, even if everyone is telling me its not

that sounds very ugh but i hope it was as nice as it could be. and i hope u get vacay again soon

I believe you’ll get to where you want to be
if you start to feel overwhelmed, remember you’re a badass
and what you’ve already accomplished

I want to vacay somewhere with no wifi and limited phone service
so I can just be in the moment and enjoy the location & people I’m with

is there someplace specific you wish to go?
Apologies if you mentioned this previously

Nesta
Youtube Star

nesta wrote:

MissLondon wrote:

nesta wrote:

MissLondon wrote:
I wish I could say it gets better
but it’s like death, you eventually figure out to adjust
my last “ vacay” was a “working vacation” ugh

i wish you could say that too, even if everyone is telling me its not

that sounds very ugh but i hope it was as nice as it could be. and i hope u get vacay again soon

I believe you’ll get to where you want to be
if you start to feel overwhelmed, remember you’re a badass
and what you’ve already accomplished

I want to vacay somewhere with no wifi and limited phone service
so I can just be in the moment and enjoy the location & people I’m with

is there someplace specific you wish to go?
Apologies if you mentioned this previously

yeah, it's just a really slow process. i've been working so hard just to be able to work at the capacity I do now from where I started and not go home and feel like every week is one giant long day that i never turn off. until actually being able to have some kind of normal run of the days like healthy people. and that's kinda exhausting. i am making progress but every time it takes such a long time to adjust to the new step and it just doesn't feel like it ends. and every time i do work more i well.. work more. its like hi i'm working to be functional in a status quo i don't even like

that sounds nice!
any specific places you've thought of? i always think of a cabin in the mountain when people say no wifi.

not really.
travels aren't really good for my mental health bc it triggers it in so many ways and i just can't relax at all. I went to the capital a week last summer and i got home, and i needed to take literally my second day of work after vacay off because my body physically hurt from the stress of being on vacay. YAY!! I HATE IT. (but I did get to see the national museum, and the year before I was at the Aukrust museum!)

I'll probably just be going to my father's cabin by the sea when I get time off. If it ends up being in august, maaaybeee i have my licence and can go alone or something. But that's probably at the same time I'm supposed to move so I guess i don't have time for anything.

my dream destination is probably going back to Australia. Or maybe just lie on a beach somewhere tanning and the sea being hot (im so tired of being cold most of the year!) And there are definitively a few locations I want to see around the world or just experiences but i think i should start with shorter travels and stuff before i spend a lot of money on anything international.