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| Dear diary |
| I have not made one of these in some months I almost ended up in the hospital again. My body doesnt work correctly and i mourn the youth of when it worked Im not 16 anymore. I am so grateful to have the boss i do. Being able to last minute get time off because my body is giving out, especially immediately after a 1 week vacation on the day of their son's graduation, I am very grateful to have this. She even looked up the condition that I speculate myself to have. And she agreed. Saw all the symptoms in me. It was very validating. Especially after my fight with the medical world, which i will not give up on. My body works different but I am not broken or attention seeking I am in pain all the time. And I want it to stop. On a lighter note, I am finally able to use the things in my garden, the herbs. A few of my vegetables have started to bud and blossom. Its very exciting, I made a salad with fresh dill, and my jasmine is almost ready to dry for tea. My Friend gave me some garlic from her garden. And I have been very creatively motivated in my unprompyed break. The small things are the good things, even when the big things are bad There's light and gentle slowness in every day, even though i feel like too much all the time Fk 🧊 Protect the queer and disabled The different and the strange. |