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i have slept for 13 hours straight and i'm feeling the sleep in my head, my heavy head i can't seem to get anything into place and i can't make life good because i can't because i'm not in control i want to be in control but i can't steer a ship because if i do it'll sink and i will sink and everyone with me will sink my head is pounding and i want to fill an entire room with pillows soft pillows to rest my aching head on to rest my aching soul my aching life my aching everything i want to live a better life but how do i do it how do i make changes and how can i feel content with changes i want everything to stay the same because it's comfortable and it's everything i know but i feel so empty like i want more i am so hungry for life i want to live and feel the happiness surround me where is my happiness |