I’m feeling very overwhelmed with the amount of things I have to study for my upcoming exam in a month (yikes!). Having to study all 48 lectures of GIT and 24 of Neuropsychiatry does not sound like my idea of fun. I’ve only started actually studying for Neuropsych and I did some anki cards (rip streak 😔) but I really should be doing more instead of panicking and avoiding my responsibilities. I wish I could change this behavior pattern of mine, but I don’t know how. I guess starting to study a month in advance is progress for me so yay? I guess? But it’s still not nearly enough to carry me through my exams. I know I should stop with the self-flagellation and hate but I can’t help it when I consistently make very bad choices.
Maybe now that I’ve written it where people can see it I’ll stop being a lil POS and actually do stuff? Idk we’ll see