it's hard to love yourself when you don't know what you're supposed to be or who you are truly. it may be the hardest thing to face, though it'll happen, and spending time on your personal growth improves your experience of living.
ask yourself endless questions if you're eager to find out for your own being:
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who am i right now?
who do i want to be?
what do i desire to accomplish?
. . . how could i accomplish it?
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it's okay not being the person you ideally want to be because nothing else matters when you are passionate enough to pursue it, so you can succeed being that person. this is only about you. be the best you. be realistic. don't forget.