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The previous ex but now boyfriend diary
Pitbull
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basically me ranting whenever he's an asshole, but my insecure ass will still not leave him lol <3333333
edit: my ass did leave him lol





UPDATE AGAIN:

We got back together hahahahqusgqwudgew



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1. August:

Compared med to our friend, bc I didnt want to go swimming, left me alone on a beach for xx amount of time, then left without telling me with some of our friends, who then turned around to help me carry a shit load of stuff. 


4. August:

Flat out told me that if I stopped on Birthcontrol that he wouldn't use a condom bc he doesn't like it. Still expects me to give him bjs and hjs <333
Went to get some stuff he forgot at a party, stayed for movies for 5 hours while I had to stay home n cook for him, only came home earlier bc my friend told him to get his shit together <3


8. August:

Told me that I was embarrassing, threw me out from a group convo bc i posted a pic of my friend dancing in a park, didnt understand why it upset bc I've been bullied my entire life an left out a lot which he knows <33333

Also got mad bc i was hanging with my best friend, that i dated for like 4 weeks 3 yrs ago, bc he got jealous DESPITE MY BFF BEING GAY AND IN A RELATIONSHIP. Refused to meet him, bc "they're not his kind of folks he'd hang with"

9. August:

Bailed on a date we set up two weeks ago bc he went out drinking yesterday & now he's too hungover, in spite of me staying sober and picking his drunk ass up from a bar <33333

13 August:

Basically told me he didnt want to go with me to the beach, because him and our friend, was supposed to get pita beforehand, even though I was ready and it was on the way. Like....I'd pass them. Asked him why I just couldn't come with them, since we already agreed, just flat out told me "you dont eat anyway, and getting junk food is her and I's thing"  Knowing i have an ed lol :))))

Flat out didnt care for my existence, basically used me for just keeping his phone, giving him a beer og sunscreen the entire day. Told me I wasn't allowed to just bathe in my underwear and bra (it was like 29 degrees, i wore jeans) bc it was "his" ended having to go home bc i got too warm due to that, where he didnt even acknowledge my goodbye hug (I hugged everyone goodbye) and stuff.

28th august:

Bailed on another plan bc a friend wanted to co to the bars, bc it was her birthday a few days ago. I don't feel confident enough since he told me I was boring to party/drink with or embarrassing to be around when I was drunk.
I am now crying.


i do this bc i have like no one to rant to lol <3 
Pitbull
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to be fair i've lost like some weight, so at least im skinny
Pitbull
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like I've cried 4 times this month already 

but  i just love him too much
Multatuli
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fuxck he sounds terirble
Iriss
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Escobar wrote:
like I've cried 4 times this month already 

but  i just love him too much

why do u love him if I may ask
Private
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Ouff same but im happier now tbh after we broke up believe it or not, I wouldn't b if we broke up earlier tho so just take ur time tbh
Gilmore
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Like no offense but why girl?? Why?? Dump his miserable ass
Pitbull
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Iriss wrote:
Escobar wrote:
like I've cried 4 times this month already 

but  i just love him too much

why do u love him if I may ask
Idk, i'd feel alone without him. 
I have some abandonment issues, has been left and cheated on countless times etc. I have insecurities as well, suffer from a bad anxiety, depression n ocd. 
I feel like I at leat have some security n comfort with him.

I just still love him. Like he's a tiny baby and amazing when it just us, he just turns into a dick with the boys. 
Pitbull
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Gilmore wrote:
Like no offense but why girl?? Why?? Dump his miserable ass
As stated just below haha.

Idk, sometimes I do feel like im just being a little bit too needy n clingy, but I think it's because of my past (which I'm working on w/ my therapist)
Sannissan
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Gilmore wrote:
Like no offense but why girl?? Why?? Dump his miserable ass

MissLondon
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May you find security and the strength to love yourself more 
Private
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Ugh, why do women always settle with this kind of shit? You need to break up with him, he's an ass. 
Elxu97
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Escobar wrote:
Iriss wrote:
Escobar wrote:
like I've cried 4 times this month already 

but  i just love him too much

why do u love him if I may ask
Idk, i'd feel alone without him. 
I have some abandonment issues, has been left and cheated on countless times etc. I have insecurities as well, suffer from a bad anxiety, depression n ocd. 
I feel like I at leat have some security n comfort with him.

I just still love him. Like he's a tiny baby and amazing when it just us, he just turns into a dick with the boys. 

staying with him wont make your mental health any better. please leave him. i have stayed with assholes / not even that bad - and just regretting later that i didnt leave them earlier. we dont kno each other but fuck i will be up for any kind of support you need to just dump him!! he doesnt do any good for you! sending lots of courage and selflove to you!
Private
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i hope u find the strength to leave that asshole. he doesnt deserve you. love yourself, dump him
Elxu97
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also, i can tell that there is actually good people waiting for being with you. good people exist. this is definitely NOT best you could get. i can tell it feels mind blowing when someone respects you truly first time and youre like what the fuck is this possible until it becomes your new normal what it definitely should have been all along!!!
Pitbull
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Thanks for all the kind words.
Idk, I feel like im just a massive crybaby. Like I believe sometimes it' my fault or Im overreacting, or just plain sensitive...that's at least that what he says
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