Nesta wrote:Moldykitty wrote:
I honestly feel embarrassed when I look at role models because their so pretty, rich, famous, and have a happy family and I don't have any of that. Yes i have a family but they are so different and I feel like I want to leave them without looking back. Its like Role models are so unrealistic like someone I could never be.
Wealth like that is pretty capitalistic tho in my eyes at least, so I could never really fully look up to someone who builds their image solely on that. Like being pretty won't make me much happier, neither will being stupidly rich or famous. I think a happy family is the trait I would aim for, but again, happiness doesn't look the same to everyone and family isn't always blood relatives.
if they are so far beyond what i realistically could achieve i just think they would be toxic at a point u know
it's nice to dream but also keep feets on the ground, i guess.
at least for me, like i need to keep my feets on the ground or else it would just turn toxic on me really fast.
Its just weird to see everyone like that but myself. Everyone else is a much different person than me and thats fine just feels weird. I'm always mad and I dont know why and everyone points it out although i cant fix it.