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Word vomit (poetry)329-06-2025 05:23

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Love you. This one is dedicated to my cat
Sleep maybe
Doze someday
Until the sun fades
ours spent with you

Good night and
I love you

With you I will rise
The one at your side

To love and to hold
Annoying even old

For i will always
love you

for all of your days
Forever and always

You're suck with me
Love you




The nonsensical conundrum

To be great is superior
At the top of the heights
There is no gteater feeling of might

The bottom is the worst
With the grime and the dirt
Only having what's at your back and a shirt

But the higher you go
The longer the fall
But you cant fall if you have nothing at all

With nothing you stay
At the lowest of lows,
But never the bottom, for there's farther to go

No matter your reach
If you claw or try climb
The top will be sure you're stuck in their grime

There you will suffer
and there you will stay
Until you wake up happy and healthy one day

For there was no hole
You've been here all along
How silly, youre looking at this all wrong




Bandaid on a Bullethole
There is a bullethole in my brain
They say it makes me think different
They said it made me special
Back then they called it ADHD
But as I grow and my brain develops
The blood oozes out of the dam
Tainting my every thought
Different can't be fixed with a bandaid

Now as an adult
I have a drawer full of gauze
That will never reach my wounds
A cabinet full if ointments and medicine
They make everything feel hazy
My mental illness is no longer ADHD
It's a need to fit into a world
Where different is avoided

The docor no longer gives Bandaids
Not Barbie or Disney
I am given sad beige strips
And told I'm being dramatic,
Told that I don't eat enough,
I don't get enough sleep,
Don't drink enough water
Because my word is not enough for them

No. But you see
That is their cure
For the bullethole in my brain
The illness they cant see or fix
All the signs that surely aren't there
Because my being right, isn't the case
Not when the doctor is never wrong,
Dr knows better than I about how to treat a bullet wound




Fireflies
Love is not a spark it is a gentle flame
It needs nurture and care
It cannot run free
For it will run rampant
Or maybe cause a forest fire

Love is violent as a tide
And gentle as a crash
It has its rise and fall
But it, like you or I
Is ever changing

Love may be the cause of wars
But it is also a cause for peace
It is the ceasefire with your parent
It is the cold shoulder to your brother
But it is always there
In ways you cannot plan for

Love is a party with friends of all kinds
Love is a quiet night with just you two
Love is the peace of the moon
Always above all of us
Waxing and Waning
Awaiting the day it's new and full again
Its the friends we made along the way

But above all
Love is a light, even on the darkest night
Buzzing around, if you could just see it
Among the trees or the stars
You can find it at night, whenever you are
Because love is light like a drug
Love is a firefly, a pesky little bug



Remedial Lessons
In this world every single thing is defined
There is a word that means anything
And a word for everything

Something indescribably delicious?
Scrumptious

An event taking place outside
Alfresco

Something that cannot last forever
Ephemeral

A fine filmy sheen like cobwebs,
Gossamer

The memory of every hour today,
Fleeting.

A selective slaughter,
Such as in hunting or on a farm,
Culling.

The large killing of a group of people
Is a massacre.

These words matter
Word choice matters.

Do not let the gossip blogs sway your thoughts
There is a word for that too
Propaganda, is it working?




Toxic Boom
Self destruction is the worst
Its the want to fall back into old habits
The toxic lover you can't seem to stay away from.
The most beautiful flame, dancing like a taunt,
Knowing that you can't touch it without being burned.
When sometimes, maybe, just maybe
The burn will be worth it
And the smoke will cloud the mirror, for just a while...
Long enough to feel something again




Paranoia
Something is wrong,
I cannot place what.
What's out of place?
Is it my imagination?
Imagine perfection.
What does that look like

Calm
Like trees rustling in a gentle breeze

Quiet
Like a perfectly still lake

Serene
Not a ripple around
But around,
And around,
And around my head spins.
What's wrong?
What's wrong?
What's wrong?
What's w
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                   o
                     n
                       g
                       ?
Is it me




Hope
I'm holding out for
Someone who gives me
A semblance of ____
Just a little slice for me of
Peace and ____

I'm holding out for Her
She finishes my sentences
And helps make light of my dark
Without her I am stagnant
I crave to know more
To move, to grow
She gives me her everything 
She is my Hope





A note to my younger self
You're never gonna fit in
You've got to change your attitude
Your hair
Your clothes
The things you like
The things you say

You'll never be enough
For them

But she had one wish
For every birthday
For every candle she's ever blown out
She didn't want to fit in
She didn't want to change
She thrived being different

And I'm so happy
You never changed

Because my attitude is my best feature
My hair is an expression I wear with pride
My style is curated and unique
I like things that are cringe and outdated
I say what's on my mind
And I couldn't have done itIf she had ever fit in

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Elisia wrote on 18-11 05:02:
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Having to edit again sucksss
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Elisia wrote on 23-10 08:12:
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I feel that there is a common theme...
Oh well, added more. And modified some older
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Added a new one