Some of you might know that I'm leaving Virtual Popstar. I've been here for two years, (first at the Dutch server,
then here as well) but now I'm moving on. Reasons don't matter, but this is the reason why I wanted to make an article about saying goodbye. I hope you guys don't think: 'oh well, she's going to speak about herself the whole time.. sucks.' Nope, I'm not. I'd like to talk about it in general.
I know how hard it is to say goodbye to someone. I think everyone here knows how it feels to say goodbye to someone you love. For example when a friendship ends or when someone dies. It brings up lots of emotions. Most of them are sad. But why? Maybe because we lost someone, who meant a lot for us. Maybe because things like that shouldn't happen. We just want certain people in our lives forever. We want to hold them forever, even when that's not possible.
I've thought about saying goodbye for a while. About how I could say goodbye to sad feelings. Or mad ones. I could say to you guys that it's easy, but it's not. Feelings do make us humans.We're not perfectly made, we're just who we are. With our feelings, emotions and thoughts. And about saying goodbye, maybe that's what makes us strong eventually. Because if someone dies, he or she will come in a better place. When a friend leaves us, we'll get one or more back instead. Ofcourse, scars will be there, you will never forget someone, but don't hold on to the sad feelings. Live your life like you've never lived before. There are so many people who love you and who want to show you that, even when they can't.
And you know, sometimes, when I feel like crap, I look outside and just enjoy the sun and a bird that flies by. Just enjoy the little things in life. I've learned to begin little and end big. I just wanted to say those words.
And guys, I'm gonna miss you really much. It was amazing to be here, but it's time to go on. I'll stay on GSM, but I don't think that you'll be there on the Dutch one. But guys, take care for yourself, love yourself and the people around you and remember: "Start little, end big".